So once again, I do not have the time I wish I had to write. But I will write as much as I can until I hear my mating call from above.

I have not been back to that website. Though I found it midly interesting because of the whole undergrounded-ness of it all, I saw an image that distrubed me. You know me. Things that bother me, stay with me for weeks. But I do have a positive note to that. Since they did fry my brain and I can't remember anything, I forget bad things better than I did before. So I know that totally did not make any sense. Before chemo, I could visually remember about anything to a T. Now? I can vaguely remember things but it is in pieces. So yes, I really miss my memory on some level. Like name and faces but on that....I love that I cannot remember some of the bad stuff I see and hear. Charlie told me a few things about Kiwi being put to sleep. He who knows me best and he revealed things I should have never heard. I can only hope they fade like some of my other memories.


So I met the new babysitter today. She was as awesome in person as she was on the phone. I liked her a lot! She was very friendly and very nice! So I am hoping we didn't scare her off and she would be willing to come over and watch the boys. I am so excited. I may actually get to go out with my husband.
Even more exciting is all the fun I am about to have this month. So Monday is Bunko....oh shoot, I know I've talked about this in previous posts. So whatever. Don't read this if you've read it already. It's all new posting to me....ha! Monday is Bunko, Friday is Mom's Night Out, Saturday is Garage Sale and I am meeting another person interested in babysitting, Sunday is Walk for the Cure AKA "Andi Crying Day". Then Charlie will be leaving for Lord of the Rings game thing for EA. It's one of those invitational Community Days for EA where the geeks all gather together, play games, grunt, snort, drink, and act like the goobers that they are. I always wondered if they look at the person next to them and say "wow, what a nerd". HA! Now you know you are a nerd if the nerd next to you is calling you a nerd. That's Ulti-Nerdom there!
There are many situations where I will say "gosh I would love to be a fly on the wall at that function". Not this one. I am afraid for society when the nerds gain strength in numbers and no one is around to trashcan them or tell them they are being geeks. With freedom comes no limits. Be afraid, very afraid.
There are many situations where I will say "gosh I would love to be a fly on the wall at that function". Not this one. I am afraid for society when the nerds gain strength in numbers and no one is around to trashcan them or tell them they are being geeks. With freedom comes no limits. Be afraid, very afraid.
OK....gotta go take some anti-hormone medication and go watch Amazing Race. Did you know Amazing Race has won 13 Emmy's? That's right! So watch it...it's really good!
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