Happy Votiing Day!

I am so excited that today will be the first day of new hope. I do not care who gets elected, I am just happy Bush will be out and we can all move on.
Yes, we voted, we voted Obama. I would rather had Hillary because just have a Clinton of any type would have been good but that was not a choice. So I am settled with my decision and I am so happy that maybe we can all start to get back on track come January. I love elections. I will be glued to my TV all night.

Bunco was nice. Only 3 people showed up which was a little upsetting. I have talked about flaking before so you know where I stand on that. I think what was most upsetting was that I bought and made so much food because I was expecting so many people. So I used our grocery money and purchased things I would never had usually purchased. We are still able to use some of it so that is good but some I threw away. Thankfully people did eat so I able to use some of it that way. The other upsetting thing was that I kept Chelsea home from her choir performance so she could babysit for any Mom who may have had to bring a child. We will still pay her what we promised her because she sat here and waited. She hasn't said anything about it yet but I am sure I will get the questions today as to why she didn't have anyone to watch. People really just do not understand what ripple effect being a flake has. It really pisses me off but I am also not surprised. So whatever. Next time I will only make food for 4 LOL!
So far, no one has signed up for December. I do not think I will be doing that Janurary one because of my surgery. I did sign up for February so my Mother in Law could play too.

So I restarted my hormone suppression again today. I am trying so hard to do it because I know that my body is going to be completely shocked when they take everything out. I really do not like these pills. They make me feel dizzy, faint, shakey, short of breath, and nervous as a result of all of it. I took a 1/4 today. I am going to keep trying. I have been off the last 3 days and its been great. I still have the dizziness most of the time and the hotflashes even off the pills, but off of them I have a general overall better feeling.
I go to the dermatologist on Thursday. Christy from the Phoenix Moms board has ispired me to check out my skin. So just for peace of mind I am going in and having them look over my skin.

Mom had her bone marrow test on Friday. Mom had so much chemo that is has given her some blood disorders that are hard to manage. So she has to get a Procrit shot once a week to keep her hemoglobin up. Well, they saw that her white cell count is starting to creep up a little which is a sign of leukemia. So holding out hope that it is nothing. I figure we will hear something in about 7-10 days or so.

Not having a good day today. Pretty emotional. Kids are being awful. Migrane and back on hormones. Ick. I hope my day gets better. I would love to just go to bed and be a blob.